Health & Self Grief.

Have you ever felt like

you lost yourself? Either after

a accident, death, loss of a friend

or after developing a sickness?

I did not know it was possible

to mourn for yourself. I always saw

grief as a means of suffering after loosing

someone you love. However, there is such

thing as health grief. I know because I

am grieving.

When you are struggling with your health,

certain situations can be temporary or

permanent My whole life I was very active,

strong and healthy. However, now I am not.

I mourn who I once was. It saddens me to

watch older videos of me running and laughing.

I do cherish these memories, but it grieves me

where I presently am. I hope one day I can

go back to being the girl I used to be.